Everytime I compare myself to others who are better than me. Mostly compare myself to a non-christian. Someone once told me, even though they are better than me, but then I have something more. I know the truth. That my God is real. I'm lucky to know him and not hidden from him. I'm glad that I accepted him in my life. I don't know what will happen without him. Jesus is The Way, The Truth, and The Life.
But I sometimes do have doubt. Miracles that The Lord has done is so wonderful that sometimes I even doubt that it's real. The lame walk, the blind see..All with the power of the Almighty God.

A pastor once said 'the devil always remind us about our past, we can remind him about his future'